Black Nights

Hey what did know about insanity? You wouldn't tell me what is mad, and what is useful thinking; It doesn't work like this you know, because I don't agree. You really know nothing about insanity. Oh what a way to go to sanity. Disrespecting, disregarding, disillusioning, bullshit everyday; disrespecting, disregarding, money grabbing, battle starting. Hey, in my own world this is insanity. In my own world this isn't sanity. I've got something to share with you, it's a story of me. Of a young girl battered and bruised by society. Regretting nothing, forgiving everything. I throw a hug at all my friends and enemies. Sometimes it's hard to live this, sometimes it hurts, sometimes it takes all my courage, 'cause that's the river... My will is good, and since I respect myself, people do so to. Hey I've been paranoid, and down to hell. But I get back on my feet, I came back to tell.

A round of applause, you got what you want, take a good look at what you give up because I'm telling you a heart can't be unbroken. And can you remember how I kiss you recall the sweet taste in your mouth 'cause baby, the memory is all you get now and I'm moving, moving, moving on. Does every morning make you happy? And tell me do you laugh yourself to sleep? I hope you find it's easy to forget me. I hope you don't feel anything when you see me, I wonder if you're out there having fun I hope you get all that you really wanted 'cause I'm moving, moving, moving on. Don't you see the light has changed and nothing looks the same? Just shadows on the ground and if you listen carefully you'll hear the sound.

We're like crystal, we break easy, I'm a poor man, if you leave me, I'm applauded, then forgotten, it was summer, now it's autumn!

So little time, so little time, I'm so frustrated, some little joy, so little joy, it's complicated ,so little time, so little time, time to work it on out. So little joy, so little joy, it's complicated, I feel I'm stumbling in the dark somnambulated. I feel my heart seeking the sparks, I'm praying for love.

Black night, white lights your eyes amplify, like a heartbeat on the downbeat lover. Black night, white lights on the B-side. I found what I was after. Black night white lights you're so crazy, nice like a small town filled with skyscrapers. Black night white lights so divine, take me downtown, be my saviour. And the whole world is you on this black night you make everything come true under white lights. Black night, white lights your hand is locked in mine like a chain link sealing the exit. Black night, white lights R.G.B.Y. thïs photo says I'm taken. You're on my radar, on my radar with your designer love before things get much crazier there's something you should know. You're on my radar on my radar with your designer love. Sometimes when I watch you sleep I think I made you up. You're on my radar tonight...

It was summer, now is autumn

UB 40 in fundal, o fata frumoasa in fata mea, chiar daca nu e a mea, un pahar de vin rosu in mana si mult fum in jurul meu... O imagine care nu-mi aduce aminte decat de tine. Da, de tine draga mea. Era bine cand iti simteam trupul mic in brate. Trupul mic arcuindu-se sub atingerile mele, atmosfera creata de acesta elemente, extazul din aer care ne inconjura si nu ne lasa sub nici o forma sa iesim din starea aceea. Ritmul acela vibra in noi, fiecare atom din corpurile noastre se simtea in elementul sau. Fiecare parte din noi era electrizata de ritmul si atmosfera creata. Te cufundai in bratele mele, in mine, iar in momentul acela nimic nu mai conta. Clipa se dilata la infinit si prezentul se transforma in viitor. Doar inmagazinam in noi placerea momentului. Conta si conteaza doar faptul ca la sfarsitul zilei totul se rezuma la tine.

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Inca nu-mi vine sa cred ca am avut ocazia sa traiesc 2 ore de legenda muzicala, inca privesc acele 2 ore si incerc sa-mi reamintesc si sa-ti povestesc, dar cuvintele sunt de prisos si nu exprima acele momentele magice.



Ziua de 30 august 2013 va trebui sa ramana in istorie ca un nou inceut, unul cu feeling, cu ritmuri de blues si rock'n'roll. Prietenii legate si duse pe o lungime de unda comuna care a facut ca timpul sa stea in loc.



Ma uit in jurul meu si vad suveniruri adunate din locuri minunate impreunacu oameni minunati. Ma copleseste aceasta melancolie... Dar e foarte frumoasa si as vrea sa nu se mai termine, iar obiectele minunate adunate de-a lungul timpului sa se inmulteasca cu fiecare experienta care lasa cicatrici pe corpul meu. It was summer, now is autumn. un vers care marcheaza un sfarsit si un inceput. Fiecare zi din vara asta a purtat acelasi gand in mintea mea si aceeasi poza uitata undeva intr-un sertar. Fiecare zi din cele 92 a fost speciala in felul ei si a fost imbracata in negru chiar daca la moda au fost aceeasi jeansi albastri si camasa alba. Playlist-ul de vara se termina aici intr-un fade out de acorduri gotice si tot mai multa lume care pleaca spre alte colturi ale acestui pamant rotund. Am cifra 46 in minte dar nu stiu de ce... sau poate ca stiu dar nu vreau sa-ti spun... Oricum nu mai conteaza acum, tot ce conteaza este ca la sfarsitul zilei totul se rezuma la tine. Oare cine sa fie acest "tine"? probabil nu vom afla niciodata sau poate vom afla mai repede decat credem.