... and continues

The end begins

Take my hand, now be alive! You see I can not be forsaken because I'm not the only one. Must we hide from everyone? Why can't we be togheter? Sleeping so long...
All the leaves are brown, and the sky is grey...
Why don't you make mistakes like I do? - I don't wanna die!!!
You're heart is not open, so why I must go?! Freedom comes when learn to let go, creation comes when you learn to say "no". You were my lesson I had to learn, I was your fortress you had to burn. I pray to God that it won't be long! I wanna get higher!!! There's nothing left to try, there's no place left to hide, there's nothing left to lose, there's no greater power than power of goodbye! Learn to say goodbye!

In front of me there are cartoons on TV, some cars are circling a lake. In my rigth there's a supergirl with pearls in her hair and I'm confrunting my demons. She's here, or at least I can feel her around me. She bothered me all morning. It's the thing she likes most. And I'm gonna tender surrender myself, because you give love a bad name. Fuck Yeah!!! And though we all die young, you can risk my soul and taste my life for my bread. I had to spend my time lost in space and questioning myself "am I dead?". Ohhh, let the river flow... and take me from my own, be the eyes of time! She turn my dream to stone, yeah, we all die...

The reason gates won't open up for me show me what it's life, and teach me wrong from right. Save me, because with these broken wings I'm falling! And all you need is you, I'm calling for you, SAVE ME! SAVE ME for the love of God!

Did you ever picture life like this, no shooting stars to grant your wish, are you everything you'll hope to be,cut somewhere in between? Only try to keep your head above the water, don't be another brick in the wall!!!

So, say it right, because all I know we both share regrets.
Should I try and cut myself for you? Do I have to let it bleed with no remours? Tell me exactly what to do! 'Cause I've been left here in the cold. There's nothing here we can not change. I can not find myslef without you (and) you can not be yourself without me, all I know is we both share regrets!

... and I'm running!
I wanna be alone this evening, don't need your friends, don't need your kisses too, another whiskey, can't stop drinking! ... and I'm running! And I'm hiding my love...

Mama told me when I was young - Set beside me, my only son and listen closely to what I say, and if you do this, it will help you some sunny day! Oh, take your turn, don't live to fast, troubles will come, and they will past. You'll find a woman, and you'll find love, and don't forget my son, there's someone of above! Don't worry, you'll find yourself, follow your heart and nothing else, and you can do this if you try, all that I want for you my son, is be satified! And be a simplem kind of man, I want to do this for me if you can! get your lust, a richman's goal, all that you need is in your soul. And you can do this if you try, all that I want for you my son is be satified!

Let my heart go, or let this heart be still

Liberian Blackout

Chiar daca m-am trezit cu un gand frumos cand am deschis ochii azi-dimineata si in intunericul profund am reusit sa-i vad chipul care imi alina retina de fiecare data, ziua a inceput cu o veste proasta. Dar nu am zis nimic pana ce ziua nu s-a terminat si nu am reusit sa schimb vestea asta proasta in ceva bun. Asa ca am facut ce era de facut si la o ora dupa, zambeam perfid. Lumea a ramas uimita in jurul meu de cat de bine pot sa iasa lucrurile atunci cand eu zic ceva. Si daca stau acum sa ma gandesc, nu am facut de fapt nici cel mai mic efort de a schimba lucrurile... in vafoarea mea.

Ziua binenteles ca nu avea cum sa continue intr-o nota pozitiva, mai ales la ce start a avut. Asa ca am fost ingropat, acoperit si ravasit de toate documentele din jurul meu si de toate fenomenele care nu stiu ce dracu mai cauta pe aceasta planeta... Dar spre sfarsitul zilei, am avut parte de o Cola si de un fursec intr-o conversatie cu cineva total strain mie cu care am reusit sa avem subiecte comune de discutie.

M-am relaxat pentru un moment, dupa care am luat-o de la capat. Simteam cum incep sa ma pragatesc de o explozie... Dar una peste alta, am ajuns la ora asta tarzie in noapte, Creed ruleaza intr-un playlist improvizat si eu ma gandesc la tine, pentru ca la sfarsitul zilei totul se rezuma la tine. La tine, pentru ca tu ma linistesti atunci cand sunt agitat, la tine pentru ca tu ma ridici atunci cand la pamant sunt cazut, tu ma faci sa privesc spre o noua zi chiar daca simt ca am ajuns la capat. La tine, pentru ca atunci cand e bine sau e rau sunt cu tine si nimic nu mai conteaza. La tine, pentru ca zambetul tau ma face si pe mine sa zambesc. La tine, pentru ca ochii aceea intotdeauna mi-au furat privirea si m-au dus intr-o alta lume mai buna, la tine, pentru ca atunci cand telefonul suna, totul in jur tace. La tine, pentru ca ziua incepe mai bine atunci cand imi esti in gand sau in pat alaturi de mine. La tine, pentru ca la sfarsitul zilei totul se rezuma la tine!

Without women engines don't even start

Dupa o zi infernala, nopti cu luna plina, mult prea mult soare fara vreo picatura de ploaie, intalniri cu diversi oameni pe care nu i-am mai vazut de ceva vreme, un pahar de vin si un pachet de tigari va las cu piesele astea 2 pentru "without women engines don't even start". Toata ziua le-am fredonat, nu vi le las cu vreo alta intentie ci pur si simplu. Bucurati-va de muzica si atat. Mai am niste lucruri bizare pentru voi; lucruri ajunse la urechile mele mai mult sau mai putin intamplator: "tu preoteasa, lasa-ma sa te ling in ureche", "legal, pentru unii fumatul ar trebui sa fie obligatoriu", "femeile gateau ca mama si acum beau ca tata", sau ultima dintre ele "cand asta bea cu noi tu iti masurai urma de frana de pe chiloti". Asta asa ca meanwhile in Romania. Romanii dau inca o data dovada de inventivitate verbala, chiar daca in aceste cuvinte mai sunt descrise si unele adevaruri. As mai scrie mult, mult de tot. Dar nu vreau sa transform postul sau blogul intr-un jurnal. Imi crapa capul, asa ca va las. Ma bag si eu in pat. Noapte buna Transilvania, oriunde te-ai afla; fie ca esti la mare, pe drumuri, prin alte locuri mirosind a gratare. Pentru mine ziua asta de 1 mai are deja o semnificatie aparte, la fel cum mai sunt multe alte zile in an. Asa ca nu o sa mai zic despre gratare si alte activitati amicale sau familiale. Aveti grija de voi oriunde ati fi. Si ca sa termin asa cu un citat din mari clasici in viata: "Nu faceti nimic din ce n-as face eu!"

Photography - by Laura Todoran

Pentru astazi am ales ca locatie fosta aviatie din Medias, un apus si restul aveti mai jos...











Laura Todoran - contact: pumnea.laura@yahoo.com 0721.207.578

Iar ca si coloana sonora va las cu piesa asta:

There was a time...

Asta e un playlist asa random din niste vremuri apuse... Ar fi trebuit sa ma strofoc un pic mai mult pentru aranjare, dar importanta in momentul de fata este substanta. Enjoy! Cu dedicatie si cu multumiri Laurei! SENTENCED - end of the road, NIGHTWISH - ghost love score, GUNS'N'ROSES - there was a time, GUNS'N'ROSES - if the world, GUNS'N'ROSES - sorry, MGMT - electric feel, MUSE - undisclosed desire, LINKIN PARK - what i've done, STEEL DRAGON - stand up and shout THE 69 EYES - devils, STEEL DRAGON - we all die young, THE 69 EYES - gothic girl, EPICA - cry for the moon, MGMT - kids, MGMT - time to pretend, NIGHTWISH - over the hills and far away, MICHAEL JACKSON - give in to me, GUNS'N'ROSES - estranged, SLASH'S SNAKEPIT - serial killer, GUNS'N'ROSES - civil war, SLASH'S SNAKEPIT - back to the moment, NIGHTWISH - 7 days to the wolves, NIGHTWISH - cadence of her last breath, TANTRIC - breakdown, SENTENCED - cross my heart and hope to die, NIGHTWISH - once upon a troubadour, KINGS OF LEON - sex on fire, NIGHTWISH - deep silent complete, NIGHTWISH - the carpenter, NIGHTWISH - ever dream, NIGHTWISH - end of all hope, NIGHTWISH - phantom of the opera, NIGHTWISH - lagoon, NIGHTWISH - dark chest of wonders, NIGHTWISH - planet hell, NIGHTWISH - the siren, THE VERVE PIPE - colorful, GUNS'N'ROSES - patience, GUNS'N'ROSES - paradise city, PINK FLOYD - another brick in the wall part II, METALLICA - fade to black, IN FLAMES - only for the weak, IN FLAMES - come clarity, MUSE - supermassive black hole, MUSE - time is running out, MUSE - plug in baby, GUNS'N'ROSES - shakler's revenge, LINKIN PARK - in the end, LINKIN PARK - numb, GUNS'N'ROSES - i.r.s., GUNS'N'ROSES - madagascar, GUNS'N'ROSES - prostitute, 2PAC - open fire, MICHAEL JACKSON - they don't care about us, MICHAEL JACKSON - dirty diana, THE WHITE STRIPES - seven nation army, GUANO APES - open your eyes, NICKELBACK - rockstar, LUNA HALO - on my way, ANOTHER ANIMAL - fade away, LINKIN PARK - faint, VILLE VALO & NATALIA AVELON - summer wine, THE EAGLES - hotel california, MUSE - sing for absolution, THE VERVE - bittersweet simphony, LINKIN PARK - leave out all the rest.

Nocturnal

25

Ieri dupa ce am ajuns acasa, dupa o zi infernala, culminata cu o sedinta de la 5 la 7, am reusit totusi sa termin si eu playlistul asta pe la 23:30 stropit cu o lacrima si afumat de Black Devil; deci, ENJOY! 00. the hobbit - misty mountains 01. crippled black phoenix - of a lifetime 02. paul brady - gimme shelter 03. jimi hendrix - all along the watchtower 04. slash - we will roam 05. linkin park - new divide 06. buckethead - nottingham lace 07. joe satriani - the forgotten (part one) 08. joe satriani - the forgotten (part two) 09. franky perez - los tiempos van cambiando 10. alter bridge - blackbird 11. the 69 eyes - borderline 12. curtis stigers - john the revelator 13. him - right here in my arms 14. alter bridge - fallout 15. tantric - regret 16. travka - venus 17. bettleme - hey hey, my my 18. richard thompson - dad's gonna kill me 19. linkin park - numb 20. joe satriani - always with me, always with you 21. joe satriani - just look up 22. joe satriani - all alone (a.k.a. left alone) 23. joe satriani - why 24. axel rudi pell - forever angel 25. the white buffalo - house of the rising sun 26. the eagles - long road out of eden 27. greg holden - the lost boy 28. the 69 eyes - grey 29. the 69 eyes - dawn's highway 30. steel dragon - we all die young 31. verve pipe - colorful 32. alina manole - plec putin

# 15

Linkin Park - Breaking The Habit

Ultimul single lansat de pe cel de-al doilea album, "Meteora" (2003). Piesa si trupa in acelasi timp, au ajuns foarte sus in topuri, fiind al cincilea single consecutiv care urca pe prima pozitie in "Billboard Modern Rock Tracks", un lucru care nu a mai fost realizat de nici un artist in istoria acestui clasament. De asemenea a fost cel de-al treilea single de pe album care ajungea pe pozitia intai in "Mainstream Rock Track", si pe locul 20 in "Billboard Hot 100". Piesa a fost dezvoltata in urma cu 5-6 ani de aparitia albumului. Cam atat i-a trebuit lui Mike Shinoda sa scoata un asemenea hit. Intr-adevar o mare piesa. Si videoclipul piesei este unul inedit acesta fiind animat.

Memories consume like opening the wounds I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more than any time before I have no options left again I don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside I realize that I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight I'll paint it on the walls 'cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonight